Monday, September 28, 2009

yippe!!!!!!!!




hahah im so proud of ma self dpt buat kerusi guna lightwave hahahah walaupun mcm dunggu skit but thank god finally i done with it next one is castle hahah then move to da next level....not forgetting br nak start buat advertising nya assigment hahahahha gela 3 minggu dh delay kena move ma ass to start it!

Saturday, September 26, 2009

love



finally dpt raya bersama my rezza since he bz working n not forgetting sleeping.i love u syg till death do us apart!!

Friday, September 25, 2009

celcom is not in ur hand langsung!


bangang nya celcom i hate u celcommmmmmmmm !!ada ke org tgh gado2 dgn bf dia lg buat hal bg takleh call mmg aku angen la kalu sejam 2 takpa la jugak nie sampai malam.kalu ikut kan nak aja aku saman 5juta*kayo eden*hahah but nak buat mcm mana org biasa yg comel sgt hahahaha...takda la bg la notification ke apa ke nie tak lama plak tu adeh rasa nak sepak2 ja owner celcom haiya move ur ass lorh uncle celcom!i will consider da offer from digi,kak shima 2 line plz..!!!!!heheheheh

Thursday, September 24, 2009

The person that u love can turn out to be some1 that will hurt u the most..

sometimes da headline is true i hate to admit dat but dats da truth...im so pissed off today kenapa dia kena buat mcm nie tension dgn celcom nya line,i dont want to be push or a pusher but all im asking is wat time u want me to get ready n meet me susah ke nak call alik arghhhhhhh tension tau migrain dtg balik arghh tension2 rasa nak nages ja bila jadi mcm nie...salah ke tanya mcm tu salah ke nak tau masa?

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

nabila off to russia




nabila off to russi for 6yrs gudluck dear may allah bless u...

Monday, September 21, 2009

im back home


finally i back home..hari raya was fun but a bit dull this year doesn't feel raya at all,i think i must have lost my raya mood hurm "maybe" this year first raya morning we went to abah sister house "makwe" jumpa la semua sedara mara abah side including wanie.then we went to big open raya at bota kiri "tuan hj.man"house jumpa la semua including nana,emi n not forgetting abg adib,its abit weird to see him again afta i m.i.a from cimb wealth advisor tu but too bad im stressing out kot i cant cope with my study n work at da same time not dat i dont want to be succes like him n earn money for my famly i want but now its not da right time nak plak this sem is my final sem no no no 3d,advert2 n photo2 dem mati kot kena score semua nie then ada plak major project argh lupa kan jap la malas nak ingat balik so back to raya story hheheh....lepas balik dr bota we went to tg.belanja kampung mak plak mak want to see her sista so pergi la lg pun ma sis in law tak pnh tgk umah kamp kitaorg so dh sampai sana me danial,ma bro n ma sis in law kak zura melawat kwsan blakang hahahah itu budak kici buat byk lawak letak tgn blakang mcm yb masuk kampung hahah n aishah tido plak.. later i upload it kena curi pic tu dr ma bro then 2nd day of raya morning tu pergi umah opah cik at sg rokam jumpa la pakli yg tetiba salam n tarik me g dapur so weird rupa2 nya nak tunjuk pic dia dukung me masa kecik i wish i can scan it but dh melekat kot kat pintu umah opah hahhahha..later afta umah opah pergi umah ayahngah ada kenduri doa selamat for beloved nabila yg nak cont study for 6 yrs*betul ke* kat russia wha i gonna miss u girl br tegur nak rapat2 adeh....3rd raya alik kl wuuhuhuhu here i am nowwwwwwwwww baby whr r u miss u already...k lah dats all for now :)

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

everything to me

You wanna go,
And as you open up the door,
You change your mind,
I'm not something to leave behind,
You'll never know,
All these things I feel inside,
I want to show, you,
There's nothing out there to find,

[Pre-Chorus]
Oh Baby I, wanna make you see,
there's nothing more to fear,
cause everythings right here,

[Chorus]
I'm everything you want,
I'm everything you need,
and every little part of
you, is a part of me...
I'm everything you know,
I'm everywhere you go,
And I hope that you see,
That your everything to me,
Oh yeah,
Everything to me, Yeah,

[Verse 2]
Whisper to me, i hang on
every word you say,
Don't tell me no,
As you turn and walk away,
Don't shut me out,
I'm much stronger
then you know,
But you're on your way,
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you'll be back with me
someday,

[Pre-Chorus]
Oh Baby I, I'm gonna make you see,
There's nothing more to fear,
Cause everythings right here,

[Chorus]
I'm everything you want,
I'm everything you need,
and every little part of
you, is a part of me...
I'm everything you know,
and I'm everywhere you go,
and I hope that you see,
that you're everything to me, Oh yeah

[Bridge]
I understand your confusion.
In denial, disillusioned.
But I won't wait to long.
And I might just move on.
I'm buried by your indecision.
Digging for the life I'm missing.
Just look inside and
see I hope there's room
for me.

[Pre-Chorus]
Oh baby I, I want to make you see,
There's nothing more to fear,
cause everythings right here.

[Chorus]
I'm everything you want,
I'm everything you need,
(Everything you need) and
every little part of you,
Is a part of me,
I'm everything you know,
I'm everywhere you go, and I
hope that you see,
(And I hope that you see)
that your everything to
me.

worry+happy=??


first of all im so happy n excited about tonite.cant wait to eat ema ice cream cake dem nyum nyum...im gonna cook bihun goreng s'pore ye ke mcm india pun ada so do no la pondia kot nama dia hehe.party berbuka posa besar2an di umah sewa 14 heheh every1 gath together.fun!fun!fun!hope eveything went smoothly...hurm but on da other hand i was worried about him.he had bad migrain..risau sgt getting worst after kena pukau tu he been in old same situation "illusionize"*how to spell a* hope he gonna be ok soon risau sgt2.i dont want to be alone i need him..well im not dat alone i got ema,jaja,farah n so on but i still need someone by my side hurm love u baby!!

Monday, September 14, 2009




Raya?hurm i dont have da mood of raya this year.not sure y,but one thing i sure n excited is duit raya from ma bro n ma parents heheheheh *tak sdr diri tu dh tua*dem hehhe.i have to get back ipoh this thursday *argh*y so early malas nya no internet connection no nothing not forgetting celcom line sucks,how am i gonna get connected with him whaaaaa baby i gonna miss u.but i will see how maybe lari g umah ma sis kot.hurm first day of raya dh kena g bota got big open house haji tuan man family but b4 dat g kubur dulu n so on,can i not going to bota i will be so blur n boring *argh malas malas n malas*.to ema plz jgn lupa come to my house during raya nanti k....qila ave invited me n rezza to her open house this 26 dem i have to make a list who house next n next hahah.to everyone dat i noe sorry kalu ada salah n silap mintak maaf dr hujung rambut hingga ke hujung kaki *ema*jaja*farah*everyone dat close to me*.

Sunday, September 13, 2009

pukau?

i wonder what will happen to me if im in his situation kena pukau?bangang nya i***n wtfish aish nk raya time nie la dugaan byk menimpa pity him.he lost da most important thing dat can connect me n him hahahah dat would be *hp* dia whaaaaaaaa but alhamdulillah he safe.but i miss him now dh berapa ari tak ber ckp whaaaaaaaaa.n my mum plak dok risau about him n y not me?*jeles nya aku*.

Thursday, September 10, 2009

chillis+final destinantion 3d*again*=x}


dem i have to watch it again n again thanks to my baby n ma beloved cousin but this time 3d plak adeh perut full tgk cite tu 3d mmg nak muntah la adeh but nvrmine i have fun with my baby n ma couz.love him so much.

membuntat di holiday villa bersama keluarga

danial mengatal hahahha




adeh like i said great food,great chef,ensem chef hahahhahahah

Monday, September 7, 2009

miss u guys


i do no y today i feel so lonely n need u guys sgt2 rindu melepak dgn korg especially minah london kita.ema ,jaja,di manakah kamu semuaaaaa whaaaaaaaaaa padahal br ckp dgn ema semlm tp still ckp ja bukan melepak skali whaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!emo plak today whaaaaaa........

life


hurm ave u ever thought of his past life will hunt u while u with him...i do no whats wrong with me keep on thinking about this shit but i need to tink argh...i hve no idea y maybe i feel like im not gud enough for him*maybe* ouh god y i have to stress up about this all da time i noe im not dat beautiful n intelligent but still yyyyyyy i have to tink about da small shit thing arghhhhhhh...i need to move onnnn!!!!!!! ouh no ouh no!!!!!!!!if i still in dat mood i might ave lose him forever so khadijah plz move on!!!!move ur ass girl!!!

final destinantion *i need my gudluck coin*

well well well the story nice da effect superb but it abit boring... da interesting thing about dat movie is horrible way of death...maybe i should try da 3d one maybe i can feel da diff n insyallah kena heart attack kot hahahah *evil laugh* hahhahaah....just wonder if that thing really happen to me what will i do b4 i die?..btw thanks to my cousin teman me while im bored hahahaha*love ya wanie*.then in the evening i went berbuka puasa with ma whole family at holiday inn..hurm great food,great place,great chef ensem chef hehhee till make me so buntat till cant walk dem...whatever it is im so dem happy today!!!!!!!!tah kenapa but happy hahahahahha

Sunday, September 6, 2009

danial


rindu sama ini budak kici haiya.....

Friday, September 4, 2009

i hate my self for loving him


its sound funny when i said that bak kata ema,i n rezza boleh menang award for "dramatic couple"
sometimes he really irritate me but deep down i really love him.unlike yesterday we had a huge fight first time i agak kuang ajar dgn dia but dat time mmg tgh marah kot.gado la sampai lebam he want to sent me back but i scream back at him sambil nages "send me back to da train!i dont want u to send me!!!!!!!!!!!!"but dia still insist nak hanta gak n keep on saying "b im sorry" hahahah mcm mana la kan kalu dah kawin hahaha " send me back kat rumah mak i,i taknak tgk muka u?"hahahah..kesian pun ada but we end up da fight dgn ku sakit..dem i vormit all da way back home from kl.rezza really "kalut" to see me in dat condition so we end up went to ttdi, find farmasi hahahah da funny thing is dia beli salah ubat hahha mmg lg muntah la jwpnya.but whatever it is i can see he really care n love me for who i am..