Mademoiselle kate

c'est la vie

2010-07-16T08:44:00.000-07:00

c'est la vie fav french word...alot of thing in life dat have ups n down dat i cant let it out from my mind ... ive tried it before but too bad it cant come out or even want to get out from my mind its hunting me heheheh.......tah la lot of thing happen in my life that unexpected...tak tau mcm mana mau explain aih but i thank to god that still i have ahmad rezza by my side n my family n my beloved fren to be there for me.....

2weeks of skool holiday camp

2010-06-16T03:37:00.000-07:00

fun alot of fun games,baking,making thing,dancing,acting and alot more.......

failed...

2010-06-01T05:10:00.000-07:00

failure is da best to describe me now... im so down do no what to do i try to chill but it seems doesn't work at all.ppl keep on tagging me at fb about college about exhibition picture about our last major project i noe im da one should be blame but what to do im so weak n im so stress for da past few month what do u expect....i cant concentrate at all at that time not even my work at kiddie....i even cried at nite every single day sbb risau sesgt about what will happen to my future....im so malu sbb last2 sem nie plak i byk tol dugaan.this is wat happen if im so comfy for da 1st sem till 2nd last sem never failed.i malu with my parents i malu with my family i malu with my fren i malu with da lect i malu dgn bf sendiri sbb dia lgi pandai dr me....rasa cam nak lari ja dr sini but i noe it wont solve anything..for the time being i try want to chill down n get my strength back....im so confuse n have no straight line in my life god plz help me guide me im losing my track......ive learn my lesson n i still waiting for da result.i noe i will fail but i hope some miracle come n bless me.....

glee wrap party huhuhu

2010-05-31T05:58:00.000-07:00

hahahhaah aizah ajak so join ja la huhuhu

heaven pd pt 2

2010-05-23T03:10:00.001-07:00

heaven pd

2010-05-23T03:06:00.000-07:00

girls holiday trip to pd what a heaven.....pd nothing la but most of the time we spent time kat bilik with our own pool so excited sampai ja bilik jeritttttttttttt tak tahan nak terjun dlm pool geram2.....relax jap i lang semua stress but bila alik kl back to reality....demmit ok more pic coming up hehehe btw we stay at the legend international water homes

fast lane!

2010-05-15T09:46:00.001-07:00

lama gela tak update blog nie hahahhahaha miss it aih.....mcm2 happen went to png...arwah ayahngah meninggal miss him so much..al fatihah....aki dah dpt baby nama dia farish ema dh jadi mummy huhuhu n final nak dkt dh selasa nie......everything is in fast lane.....afta final ive big plan n alot of things to do ye haaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!

membuntat time

2010-02-18T20:37:00.000-08:00

makan with family kat holiday inn and lg satu with naimah laily kat chocholate

happy bday ahmad rezza!

2010-02-18T20:31:00.000-08:00

love u so much syg moga panjang umur n murah rezeki cepat kita kawin hahahahah aminnn hahhahah....supposed nak bwk budak mushuk nie g makan kat garden last min dpt tau dr along dia ada bbq for his bday kat umah tak jadi la bwk dia g makan sana lain kali ja la k syg lg pun hadiah dh dpt kan hehehehe

dalam laut ada sungai

2010-02-05T06:59:00.000-08:00

“Dan Dialah yang membiarkan dua laut mengalir (berdampingan); yang ini tawar lagi segar dan yang lain masin lagi pahit; dan Dia jadikan antara keduanya dinding dan batas yang menghalangi.” (Q.S Al Furqan:53)

Jika anda termasuk orang yang gemar menonton rancangan TV `Discovery’ pasti kenal Mr.Jacques Yves Costeau, ia seorang ahli oceanografer dan ahli selam terkemuka dari Perancis. Orang tua yang berambut putih ini sepanjang hidupnya menyelam ke perbagai dasar samudera di seantero dunia dan membuat filem dokumentari tentang keindahan alam dasar laut untuk ditonton di seluruh dunia.

Pada suatu hari ketika sedang melakukan eksplorasi di bawah laut, tiba-tiba ia menemui beberapa kumpulan mata air tawar-segar yang sangat sedap rasanya kerana tidak bercampur/tidak melebur dengan air laut yang masin di sekelilingnya, seolah-olah ada dinding atau membran yang membatasi keduanya.

Fenomena ganjil itu memeningkan Mr. Costeau dan mendorongnya untuk mencari penyebab terpisahnya air tawar dari air masin di tengah-tengah lautan. Ia mulai berfikir, jangan-jangan itu hanya halusinansi atau khalayan sewaktu menyelam. Waktu pun terus berlalu setelah kejadian tersebut, namun ia tak kunjung mendapatkan jawapan yang memuaskan tentang fenomena ganjil tersebut.

Sampai pada suatu hari ia bertemu dengan seorang profesor muslim, kemudian ia pun menceritakan fenomena ganjil itu. Profesor itu teringat pada ayat Al Quran tentang bertemunya dua lautan (surat Ar-Rahman ayat 19-20) yang sering diidentikkan dengan Terusan Suez. Ayat itu berbunyi “Marajal bahraini yaltaqiyaan, bainahumaa barzakhun laa yabghiyaan…”

Artinya: “Dia biarkan dua lautan bertemu, di antara keduanya ada batas yang tidak boleh ditembus.” Kemudian dibacakan surat Al Furqan ayat 53 di atas.

Selain itu, dalam beberapa kitab tafsir, ayat tentang bertemunya dua lautan tapi tak bercampur airnya diertikan sebagai lokasi muara sungai, di mana terjadi pertemuan antara air tawar dari sungai dan air masin dari laut. Namun tafsir itu tidak menjelaskan ayat berikutnya dari surat Ar-Rahman ayat 22 yang berbunyi “Yakhruju minhuma lu’lu`u wal marjaan” ertinya “Keluar dari keduanya mutiara dan marjan.” Padahal di muara sungai
tidak ditemukan mutiara.

Terpesonalah Mr. Costeau mendengar ayat-ayat Al Qur’an itu, melebihi kekagumannya melihat keajaiban pemandangan yang pernah dilihatnya di lautan yang dalam. Al Qur’an ini mustahil disusun oleh Muhammad yang hidup di abad ke tujuh, suatu zaman saat belum ada peralatan selam yang canggih untuk mencapai lokasi yang jauh terpencil di kedalaman samudera. Benar-benar suatu mukjizat, berita tentang fenomena ganjil 14 abad yang
silam akhirnya terbukti pada abad 20. Mr. Costeau pun berkata bahawa Al Qur’an memang sesungguhnya kitab suci yang berisi firman Allah, yang seluruh kandungannyamutlak benar. Dengan seketika dia pun memeluk Islam.

Allahu Akbar…! Mr. Costeau mendapat hidayah melalui fenomena teknologi kelautan. Maha Benar Allah yang Maha Agung.

Shadaqallahu Al`Azhim.Rasulullah s.a.w. bersabda: “Sesungguhnya hati manusia akan berkarat sebagaimana besi yang dikaratkan oleh air.” Bila seorang bertanya, “Apakah caranya untuk menjadikan hati-hati ini bersih kembali?” Rasulullah s.a.w. bersabda, “Selalulah ingat mati dan membaca Al Quran.”

Jika anda seorang penyelam, maka anda harus mengunjungi Cenote Angelita, Mexico. Disana ada sebuah gua. Jika anda menyelam sampai kedalaman 30 meter, airnya air segar (tawar), namun jika anda menyelam sampai kedalaman lebih dari 60 meter, airnya menjadi air asin, lalu anda dapat melihat sebuah “sungai” di dasarnya, lengkap dengan pohon dan daun daunan.

Namun pengkaji mengatakan, itu bukanlah sungai biasa, itu adalah lapisan hidrogen sulfida, namun nampak seperti sungai… luar biasa bukan? Lihatlah betapa hebatnya ciptaan Allah

alhamdulillah

2010-01-30T08:45:00.000-08:00

alhamdulillah dh sebulan kerja gaji pun sudah dpt takda la byk leh la rasa cam nak blanja org terdekat n frens....but tak kesampaian lg semuanya..alhamdulillah dh settle bg mak,beli baju for danial,duit for asb,beli baju cute for rayyan&rayqal,hadiah for bday boy ahmad rezza,lagi sorg bday girl tak beli lg tgh pikir lagi apa nak bg kat si aishah dh la gila barbie aduh....yg lg 4 org di ipoh not sure yet nak bg apa bg duit ja la hehhe.....yg da rest i blanja next gaji jelah nampak nya sbb tak dpt full lg....hope i can fullfill my wish aih....but i terasa happy sgt sbb ahmad rezza so happy bila bukak kotak hadiah tu walaupun abit awal but berbaloi la sbb dia suka....love u mushuk...tunggu lg satu nya gift k.....

im not leaving him....try to clear things up ...read it up!

2010-01-23T21:15:00.000-08:00

he told me yday dat someone ask him about my status"its hard to make decision to leave..."yes i did mention want to leave him but with a gud reason sapa soh dia pi mengatai dgn betina lain angen la aku beside dat he talk to dat gal da same way he talk with me what do u expect?gf mana tak terasa....rasa cam kita nie kwn ja nothing special....but we had a gud talk afta that and everything settle n he promise me not to da same mistake again....i love him more than i love my self....im afraid dat he will leave me not me leaving him......hope he can keep da promise...i really love him no doubt about it....mak already trust him,da whole family dh tau pasal us...agak kecoh dh la sepupu dua pupu 3 pupu semua dh tau maklum la semua mempunyai line internet yg sgt laju sampai ada yg ckp dh tunang adeh....i love u sgt ahmad rezza.....jgn gatai lagi nooooooo sat g cheq potong hang punya tottttttttttt br tau!

muhammad emir rayyan&muhammad emir rayqal

2010-01-17T22:11:00.000-08:00

kenduri doa selamat n cukur jambul dia aih dh mlm org kawin dh dgn pelamin but lawa sgt hehehe congratz along n abg faiz!

part of the list <3 neyo

2010-01-17T07:11:00.000-08:00

Smell of your hair
Shape of your eyes and your nose
The way you stare as if you see right through to my soul
To your left hip and the way it's not quite big as your right
The way you stand in the mirror before we go out at night
Not quiet type, your beautiful mind

They're all part of the list
things that I miss
things like your funny little laugh or the way you smile or the way we kiss
what I notice is this
I come up with
Something new every single time that I sit and reminisce

The way your sweet smell lingers when you leave the room
Stories you tell as we lay in bed all afternoon
I dream you now, every night, in my mind is where we meet
And when I'm awake staring at pictures of you asleep
Touching your face
Invading your space

They're part of the list
Things that miss things that I miss
things like your funny little laugh or the way you smile or the way we kiss
what I notice is this
I come up with
Something new every single time that I sit and reminisce
Ohh
Will you live in my memories forevermore I swear
and you live in my memories forevermore I swear

They are part of the list
Things that miss things that I miss
things like your funny little laugh or the way you smile or the way we kiss
what I notice is this
I come up with
Something new every single time that I sit and reminisce

Whoaaa said whoaaa I whoaaa whoaaaa whoaaaaa
Whoaaa said whoaaa I whoaaa whoaaaa whoaaaaa

happy yippie!!!!!!!!!!

2009-12-31T07:35:00.000-08:00

happy new year every one!!!!!!!im so damn happy coz ma couz celebrate ma bday yg sudah lapuk hahaha ma bday is on 2nd dec n br arinie dpt celebrate so damn happy yippie!tq for da kek n da mng beg hahaha rezza tak suka snake skin rupa nya hahahah..not forgetting tq for ma bro for plan jugak aih

l'amour....hahahah

2009-12-21T04:32:00.000-08:00

nie la akibat nya tgh bosan n stress n semua la yg sewaktu dgn nya hehhehe

bukit celakah ahahahha

2009-12-20T02:49:00.000-08:00

outing with ma bro haha g bukit cerakah taman pertanian apa tah semangat dh nie sementara tunggu turn naik bus nk g tmpt2 dia dlm tu ujan plak yg sempat g tmpt 4 iklim tu ja la..dlm tu sejuk la ... respect ada sorg nenek nie hahah comel ja pakai baju nipis gila dh la sejuk dlm tu cian dia nasib baik nenek rox star leh tahan sejuk hahah so lepas nie kalu nk g picnic leh la g sana hahah murah pun murah aih

empty

2009-12-16T21:33:00.000-08:00

hurm i feel so empty today nak kata keja dh siap dh dh lepas da presentation dh cuma 3d ja la tinggal but tah stress empty semua ada harinie i nak kuar but tak tau nak g mana...mcm tah...rezza plak tah la i just do no n rasa tak sedap ati skrg nie about our relationship...i cant hide my feeling anymore..is it bcoz of me...buat dia boring?tah la i just cant stop tinking...i really do need him y cant he understand ma feelings...kenapa dia tak pnh nak paham kenapa i risau n want him to tell me if whr he go n so on...kenapa tak pnh nk appreciate skit pn for what i did all this while?i try to chg but i cant thats just not me im not pendiam kind of gf bila nk je br cr no im not like dat....but tah la just wait n see sampai mana our relationship will go.....

kantoi!

2009-12-11T23:19:00.000-08:00

hahah org dr volgograd dok skodeng page nie hahahah...nabila sila buat blog afta this sng skit nak tau nabila kat sana mcm mana heheheheh....

december?

2009-12-10T19:36:00.000-08:00

hurm not a good month for me eventhough it is my month heheh n thanks to ema who cheer me up wen hp cheq ilang love u naimah"ouh jacob".... btw yday i had fun climbing with rezza n his lil sis n bro n tq to rezza for helping me out finish up my assigment .....hang tunggu la b next week aku climb lg tinggi dr ang!

takbir raya n bermain bowling bersama abg2 ku n kakak ku...

2009-11-29T00:04:00.000-08:00

penat sungguh minggu nie dr khamis hingga la ahad aih everyday ada ja outing aih

anak buah rezza cutie!

2009-11-26T17:47:00.000-08:00

rayyan n rayqal...congratz along!

redesign back my batik logo n all ahha

2009-11-19T21:59:00.000-08:00

which one do u prefer da choc one or da purple one? ?

with him at madmonkeys climbing gym

2009-11-19T05:05:00.000-08:00

what a day afta class accompany him to go camp5 at ou g ambik kasut kata nya haiya so bloody expensive one la 300 henget..lantak la dia duit dia hahah then punya la pening tgk dia g pilih kasut aih mengalahkan gurl hahah *sorry baby* then afta tu g makan di brj?kedai nasi lemak di wangsa maju then alik umah dia g tgk anak buah br dia sungguh la comel anak buah dia lupa nak capture picture takpa nanti g sana lg capture pic hehhe so dr umah dia g la madmonkeys climbing gym nice cozy n bila tgk rasa mcm nak jadi monyet panjat sana sini hehe yg takleh tahan tgk gelagat laki ku first time nak main nie bukan main byk complain but dia berjaya dr starting wall to the end cuma dia tak berjaya nak jadi spiderman lg panjat dr wall to another wall but have fun tgk dia doing healthy lifestyle!baby i love u n i support u!n btw baby mmg sesuai i panggil u baboon!hahah

wish for my bday!

2009-11-15T18:11:00.000-08:00

heheh byk benda sebenarnya.....wat i really want is to have fun with all my girls n someone hahah...other mcm hurm e63 heheheh or bb tp celcom i blum setahun lg whaaaaa if tak only 788.
or give me 300 for shopping?hehehe....or free tix to go aussie?heheheh tah byk gela wish tp tak tau nak letak yg mana hahaha

la la la miss to upload some of my assigment photo hahha

2009-11-15T08:04:00.001-08:00

photography 1...dr slow shutter,iso,colour la,semua la..

photoshoot di uluyam

2009-11-15T07:56:00.001-08:00

2
fun siap kan assigment sambil jalan2 cr angin with ema,jaja,aiai n aizah fren hahahhahaha.....tp sgt2 penat n panas nak mampus but saya siap assigment saya hahahahha

yehaaaa

2009-11-06T06:28:00.000-08:00

today so damn buntat morning breakfast makan suku nasi lemak ayam then tgh hari g lunch dgn ma couz kat secret resepi sambil jalan2 kat gardens n mid... then afta that i pi kuaq dgn naimah laily jalan2 release tension g makan shushi n minum starbucks gela muntat takleh nak diet dh makan ja la selagi boleh...but we had fun naimah be strong k me n jaja will always be with u if u need anything...its not end of da world so have fun girl!cant wait nak pi ulu yam nie nak have fun sampai lebam

bonjour!

2009-11-05T04:40:00.000-08:00

well today i spent my afternoon with ahmad rezza g teman dia betul kan basikal la g sg wang betul kan psp adik dia danial...aih so damn penat but dlm penat tu i got my self a new handbeg hahahah just a cute small one aih yg tak tahan ayat si dia "asyik2 beli handbeg takda benda lain ke aritu br beli nie beli lg"what to do dat girl stuff heheh.but i do no y sambil jalan tu kepala ku sakit sgt n badan ku sgt2 lenguh "bak kata ema i nie mcm dlm cite shutter hahaah roh rezza ada atas bahu ku"hahhah eh eh choi choi taknak rezza mati lg hahahha cyg sama dia walaupun asyik gado ja aih...

finally

2009-10-28T08:54:00.000-07:00

here are da pic yg br dpt curi dr blog abg ku hahah tgkla gelagat kenit tu yb masuk kampung haha

unknown

2009-10-28T08:41:00.000-07:00

hurm i do no y i cried again n again..i dont how to explain my feelings..salah ke i be mad sbb tak dpt jumpa dia n rindu kan dia sesgt...tak mintak lebih pun just want to spent time with him..i love him sometimes rasa mcm better putus dr stay on sbb rasa terlalu seksa for him...oh god y im so weak...i beg u plz give me some guide what's next...i love him i do love him so much but argh..about da ring i do wan him to buy me dat but wen i tink back better not better i keep my promise dat ive made b4...i dont want to use his money anymore taknak terhutang budi lg...ya allah kuatkan la semangat hamba mu ini...

im fat!!!!!!!!!!

2009-10-26T04:57:00.000-07:00

demmit my perut like pregnant lady already...i need to start my diet now n i want to save money also.god damn arghhhh start from now i want to excersice maybe walking from my house to train?or train to home?college to masjid jamek?...about food maybe i eat once/twice a day?breakfast and tea time?oh god i really need this therapy to kurus i dont care...i need to make sure this is happening no more cheating while diet!!!!!!!*maybe one or twice la kalu makan luar lepak2*heheh....kate move ur ass u can do it bitch!!!!!!!

Tout comprendre, c'est tout pardonner.

2009-10-20T20:12:00.000-07:00

dat mean to understand is to forgive ahahah yes maybe i should try this one day hahah...btw i miss him after i keep on listening to "jgn kau ucap selamat tinggal" i tink its time to stop now hahahah....i hope afta this everything will be good aih.....n not to be miss i should ave learn back my french,what my lect french always said C'est en forgeant qu'on devient forgeron *practice make perfect *hahahahahah....voila c'est tout pour maintenant...merci....

sad

2009-10-19T06:34:00.000-07:00

Ku mencari, Ku mencari
Apakah salahku
Kau buat ku termenung seorangan
Dalam diri sangsi, Akhirnya begini
Perpisahan tak kuduga

Ku mengerti, Ku fahami
Keputusan diri
Biar saja aku sebegini
Permintaan terakhirku, Jangan kau lafazkan
Simpan saja kata-kata

Jangan diucap selamat tinggal
Jangan kau ucap selamat tinggal
Jangan diucap selamt tinggal
Kepadaku...

Walaupun seketika... Walaupun sekelip mata
Simpan saja kata-kata, Ke akhir hayat yang ada
Walaupun seketika... Walaupun sekelip mata
Simpan saja kata-kata, Ke akhir hayat yang ada

fun!

2009-10-16T09:17:00.000-07:00

today bday danial so dtg la awal tlg ma bro..atuk ampang dia buat open house skali bday party danial..sungguh ramai tak hengat heheheh...lepas potong kek danial penat agak nya da whole day tak tido dia pun tertido di atas bahu papa nya..so cut eaih budak tu nak aja aku culik dia hahah lepas la rindu nak jumpa danial alhamdulillah...

yappy!!!!!

2009-10-15T07:34:00.000-07:00

today bday yanie happy bday yanie hehe jgn marah eak sbb leh tanya balik today ur bday ke esok sbb confius dgn danial heheheh...then afta class g la lepak sama2 naimah laily and aizah abdullah(gela full name)heheeh.b4 aizah sampai kami merayap la beli la cupcake nak rasa ingat sedap but ternyata tidak la berapa sedap takpa la atleast we try heheh *sesapa yg teringin nak makan cupcake di giant tu mmg nampak sedap tp hakikatnya tidak hahaha then bila aizah sampai,mmg plan nak makan shushi king bonanza 2 henget beb hahahah but too bad tak dpt nak makan sbb ramai sgt,tu dia line smpi lovely lace(lace ke lane?)blur jap hahaha...sudah lama jugak kami berbincang di depan shushi king kami beralih selera kepada burger king,king king jugak la hahahha.berborak la kami di burgerking tu teringat kisah2 lama hik hik bday suprise la,nak pi blaja aussie la semua la kuar...hehehe but whatever it is i had fun with my 2 sista hik hik...so ok lah penat la nak type pepanjang malas dh hahahha penat..

promises that ive made..

2009-10-11T09:48:00.000-07:00

the biggest promises dat ive made is first i wont go out with him wen im broke atleast if i wanted to see him i need to have money to pay for my food n his petrol or what so ever...2nd i wont accept any kind of gift or money anymore from him dis to avoid misunderstanding...baby plz understand i need to keep this promises.i might not be with u forever maybe not till our future life..i dont want any regretness from u if something happen to us n i dont want u to repeat da sentence again....i dont need thing from u to make me happy with you n for god sake im not using u either to get things...im not rich but i noe whr i stand...im sorry but da first time u mention it ,it's really hurt me deep down...but whatever it is i love u not that i dont love u but do plz understand me.i lov eu till death syg.....

what a day

2009-10-10T09:21:00.000-07:00

today i had fun with ma couz qilla..takda la sunyi sbb rezza takda hahaha we went to ikea saja nak jalan2 finally i dpt makan my meatballs sedap tak hengat rasa nak lagi but so kenyang hahahha..muahahahhaha...then nak balik demmit keta rosak plak takleh start battery keta kong hahaha so semntara tunggu mekanik kitaorg apa lagi bergossip sambil snap few pic hehehe

apart of my wish list hahah

2009-10-09T23:27:00.000-07:00

da list is quite long but i pick the most important thing i want in my life heheh first to get da e63 i noe dat im so outdated but who cares i just love it..then i just want a ring from him one n only him so dat i noe he always be with me..then i wish i can study somewhr in aussie,if i cant go i might tink about going holiday day thr with my love ones or visit my love ones....the list still cont but i hope i can get this 3 first so dat i can cont my other wish list hahaha...

happy+sad=sappy hahhahah

2009-10-09T08:00:00.000-07:00

since my blog update yday so i will post about today n yday hahaha wtf mannn....im so sad yday dat i cant spent time lama sgt with him but i understand he have to help his mom but i had great time with him doin manicure n bergado2 di mcd hehehee...masa nak balik so damn sad mcm taknak tinggal kan dia dh la nak g camping jauh plak tu menci,menci tak suka tak suka....but lawa kan kuku ku hehehe...nanti nak buat dua2 plak bila ada duit nanti la hahahahha...today nya story la patutnya hanta si dia kat kolej but endup tertido n kepala sakit sesgt pg tu heheh ampun baby...then di sebabkan kesunyian n kebosanan sy menjadi gela di dlm class photo dgn pisang2 saya...heheheheheh

still searching...

2009-10-05T21:11:00.000-07:00

http://www.raffles.edu.au/index.php/Bachelor-of-Arts-VisComm/Photography.html

http://www.qantm.com.au/courses/index.cfm#graphicdesign

so far this 2 university yg ada ma courses still searching still searching stillllllllllll argh but at da same time tgh risau dpt ke blaja sana....

gilak!

2009-10-05T08:57:00.000-07:00

this what happen kalu menangguh assigment heheh leh jadi gila hahahhah kena buat story board for advert n so on n i just start buat demmit la adeh bila nak abis nie....mati aku mcm nieeeeeeeee

epah dh kawin :)

2009-10-04T18:50:00.001-07:00

felicitation a epa n sham.

wappyyippiehippi!!!!!!!!!

2009-10-01T04:16:00.000-07:00

speechless,untinkable n alot more heheh cant express it through words hahaha im so damn happy today dat i'm having fun with him,i miss him so much i got to meet him once a week maybe if im lucky enough i might see him twice a week hehehe we went to tropicana watching movie dat movie suck "far cry" nyesal gela tgk adeh but atleast i spent time with him watching movie heheheh then afta dat jalan at tropicana mall tu still agak membosan kan..later afta tropicana we went to giant to settle up my bill celcom heheh byk gela sorry baby jgn marah k heheheh then we had our hi tea at secret resepi tom yung kung yummy sedapppp ada la sikit rasa selera nak makan dh 3 ari tada selera nak makan....muah love ya syg...

yippe!!!!!!!!

2009-09-28T20:51:00.000-07:00

hahah im so proud of ma self dpt buat kerusi guna lightwave hahahah walaupun mcm dunggu skit but thank god finally i done with it next one is castle hahah then move to da next level....not forgetting br nak start buat advertising nya assigment hahahahha gela 3 minggu dh delay kena move ma ass to start it!

love

2009-09-26T08:30:00.000-07:00

finally dpt raya bersama my rezza since he bz working n not forgetting sleeping.i love u syg till death do us apart!!

celcom is not in ur hand langsung!

2009-09-25T07:47:00.000-07:00

bangang nya celcom i hate u celcommmmmmmmm !!ada ke org tgh gado2 dgn bf dia lg buat hal bg takleh call mmg aku angen la kalu sejam 2 takpa la jugak nie sampai malam.kalu ikut kan nak aja aku saman 5juta*kayo eden*hahah but nak buat mcm mana org biasa yg comel sgt hahahaha...takda la bg la notification ke apa ke nie tak lama plak tu adeh rasa nak sepak2 ja owner celcom haiya move ur ass lorh uncle celcom!i will consider da offer from digi,kak shima 2 line plz..!!!!!heheheheh

The person that u love can turn out to be some1 that will hurt u the most..

2009-09-24T03:57:00.001-07:00

sometimes da headline is true i hate to admit dat but dats da truth...im so pissed off today kenapa dia kena buat mcm nie tension dgn celcom nya line,i dont want to be push or a pusher but all im asking is wat time u want me to get ready n meet me susah ke nak call alik arghhhhhhh tension tau migrain dtg balik arghh tension2 rasa nak nages ja bila jadi mcm nie...salah ke tanya mcm tu salah ke nak tau masa?

nabila off to russia

2009-09-23T08:51:00.001-07:00

nabila off to russi for 6yrs gudluck dear may allah bless u...

im back home

2009-09-21T22:20:00.000-07:00

finally i back home..hari raya was fun but a bit dull this year doesn't feel raya at all,i think i must have lost my raya mood hurm "maybe" this year first raya morning we went to abah sister house "makwe" jumpa la semua sedara mara abah side including wanie.then we went to big open raya at bota kiri "tuan hj.man"house jumpa la semua including nana,emi n not forgetting abg adib,its abit weird to see him again afta i m.i.a from cimb wealth advisor tu but too bad im stressing out kot i cant cope with my study n work at da same time not dat i dont want to be succes like him n earn money for my famly i want but now its not da right time nak plak this sem is my final sem no no no 3d,advert2 n photo2 dem mati kot kena score semua nie then ada plak major project argh lupa kan jap la malas nak ingat balik so back to raya story hheheh....lepas balik dr bota we went to tg.belanja kampung mak plak mak want to see her sista so pergi la lg pun ma sis in law tak pnh tgk umah kamp kitaorg so dh sampai sana me danial,ma bro n ma sis in law kak zura melawat kwsan blakang hahahah itu budak kici buat byk lawak letak tgn blakang mcm yb masuk kampung hahah n aishah tido plak.. later i upload it kena curi pic tu dr ma bro then 2nd day of raya morning tu pergi umah opah cik at sg rokam jumpa la pakli yg tetiba salam n tarik me g dapur so weird rupa2 nya nak tunjuk pic dia dukung me masa kecik i wish i can scan it but dh melekat kot kat pintu umah opah hahhahha..later afta umah opah pergi umah ayahngah ada kenduri doa selamat for beloved nabila yg nak cont study for 6 yrs*betul ke* kat russia wha i gonna miss u girl br tegur nak rapat2 adeh....3rd raya alik kl wuuhuhuhu here i am nowwwwwwwwww baby whr r u miss u already...k lah dats all for now :)

everything to me

2009-09-15T22:18:00.000-07:00

You wanna go,
And as you open up the door,
You change your mind,
I'm not something to leave behind,
You'll never know,
All these things I feel inside,
I want to show, you,
There's nothing out there to find,

[Pre-Chorus]
Oh Baby I, wanna make you see,
there's nothing more to fear,
cause everythings right here,

[Chorus]
I'm everything you want,
I'm everything you need,
and every little part of
you, is a part of me...
I'm everything you know,
I'm everywhere you go,
And I hope that you see,
That your everything to me,
Oh yeah,
Everything to me, Yeah,

[Verse 2]
Whisper to me, i hang on
every word you say,
Don't tell me no,
As you turn and walk away,
Don't shut me out,
I'm much stronger
then you know,
But you're on your way,
[ Find more Lyrics on www.mp3lyrics.org/yvJ ]
you'll be back with me
someday,

[Pre-Chorus]
Oh Baby I, I'm gonna make you see,
There's nothing more to fear,
Cause everythings right here,

[Chorus]
I'm everything you want,
I'm everything you need,
and every little part of
you, is a part of me...
I'm everything you know,
and I'm everywhere you go,
and I hope that you see,
that you're everything to me, Oh yeah

[Bridge]
I understand your confusion.
In denial, disillusioned.
But I won't wait to long.
And I might just move on.
I'm buried by your indecision.
Digging for the life I'm missing.
Just look inside and
see I hope there's room
for me.

[Pre-Chorus]
Oh baby I, I want to make you see,
There's nothing more to fear,
cause everythings right here.

[Chorus]
I'm everything you want,
I'm everything you need,
(Everything you need) and
every little part of you,
Is a part of me,
I'm everything you know,
I'm everywhere you go, and I
hope that you see,
(And I hope that you see)
that your everything to
me.

worry+happy=??

2009-09-15T22:08:00.000-07:00

first of all im so happy n excited about tonite.cant wait to eat ema ice cream cake dem nyum nyum...im gonna cook bihun goreng s'pore ye ke mcm india pun ada so do no la pondia kot nama dia hehe.party berbuka posa besar2an di umah sewa 14 heheh every1 gath together.fun!fun!fun!hope eveything went smoothly...hurm but on da other hand i was worried about him.he had bad migrain..risau sgt getting worst after kena pukau tu he been in old same situation "illusionize"*how to spell a* hope he gonna be ok soon risau sgt2.i dont want to be alone i need him..well im not dat alone i got ema,jaja,farah n so on but i still need someone by my side hurm love u baby!!

2009-09-14T18:12:00.000-07:00

Raya?hurm i dont have da mood of raya this year.not sure y,but one thing i sure n excited is duit raya from ma bro n ma parents heheheheh *tak sdr diri tu dh tua*dem hehhe.i have to get back ipoh this thursday *argh*y so early malas nya no internet connection no nothing not forgetting celcom line sucks,how am i gonna get connected with him whaaaaa baby i gonna miss u.but i will see how maybe lari g umah ma sis kot.hurm first day of raya dh kena g bota got big open house haji tuan man family but b4 dat g kubur dulu n so on,can i not going to bota i will be so blur n boring *argh malas malas n malas*.to ema plz jgn lupa come to my house during raya nanti k....qila ave invited me n rezza to her open house this 26 dem i have to make a list who house next n next hahah.to everyone dat i noe sorry kalu ada salah n silap mintak maaf dr hujung rambut hingga ke hujung kaki *ema*jaja*farah*everyone dat close to me*.

pukau?

2009-09-13T08:15:00.000-07:00

i wonder what will happen to me if im in his situation kena pukau?bangang nya i***n wtfish aish nk raya time nie la dugaan byk menimpa pity him.he lost da most important thing dat can connect me n him hahahah dat would be *hp* dia whaaaaaaaa but alhamdulillah he safe.but i miss him now dh berapa ari tak ber ckp whaaaaaaaaa.n my mum plak dok risau about him n y not me?*jeles nya aku*.

chillis+final destinantion 3dagain=x}

2009-09-10T08:10:00.000-07:00

dem i have to watch it again n again thanks to my baby n ma beloved cousin but this time 3d plak adeh perut full tgk cite tu 3d mmg nak muntah la adeh but nvrmine i have fun with my baby n ma couz.love him so much.

membuntat di holiday villa bersama keluarga

2009-09-10T00:56:00.000-07:00

danial mengatal hahahha

adeh like i said great food,great chef,ensem chef hahahhahahah

miss u guys

2009-09-07T21:39:00.000-07:00

i do no y today i feel so lonely n need u guys sgt2 rindu melepak dgn korg especially minah london kita.ema ,jaja,di manakah kamu semuaaaaa whaaaaaaaaaa padahal br ckp dgn ema semlm tp still ckp ja bukan melepak skali whaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!emo plak today whaaaaaa........

life

2009-09-07T21:23:00.000-07:00

hurm ave u ever thought of his past life will hunt u while u with him...i do no whats wrong with me keep on thinking about this shit but i need to tink argh...i hve no idea y maybe i feel like im not gud enough for him*maybe* ouh god y i have to stress up about this all da time i noe im not dat beautiful n intelligent but still yyyyyyy i have to tink about da small shit thing arghhhhhhh...i need to move onnnn!!!!!!! ouh no ouh no!!!!!!!!if i still in dat mood i might ave lose him forever so khadijah plz move on!!!!move ur ass girl!!!

final destinantion i need my gudluck coin

2009-09-07T08:34:00.000-07:00

well well well the story nice da effect superb but it abit boring... da interesting thing about dat movie is horrible way of death...maybe i should try da 3d one maybe i can feel da diff n insyallah kena heart attack kot hahahah *evil laugh* hahhahaah....just wonder if that thing really happen to me what will i do b4 i die?..btw thanks to my cousin teman me while im bored hahahaha*love ya wanie*.then in the evening i went berbuka puasa with ma whole family at holiday inn..hurm great food,great place,great chef ensem chef hehhee till make me so buntat till cant walk dem...whatever it is im so dem happy today!!!!!!!!tah kenapa but happy hahahahahha

danial

2009-09-06T18:34:00.001-07:00

rindu sama ini budak kici haiya.....

i hate my self for loving him

2009-09-04T07:30:00.000-07:00

its sound funny when i said that bak kata ema,i n rezza boleh menang award for "dramatic couple"
sometimes he really irritate me but deep down i really love him.unlike yesterday we had a huge fight first time i agak kuang ajar dgn dia but dat time mmg tgh marah kot.gado la sampai lebam he want to sent me back but i scream back at him sambil nages "send me back to da train!i dont want u to send me!!!!!!!!!!!!"but dia still insist nak hanta gak n keep on saying "b im sorry" hahahah mcm mana la kan kalu dah kawin hahaha " send me back kat rumah mak i,i taknak tgk muka u?"hahahah..kesian pun ada but we end up da fight dgn ku sakit..dem i vormit all da way back home from kl.rezza really "kalut" to see me in dat condition so we end up went to ttdi, find farmasi hahahah da funny thing is dia beli salah ubat hahha mmg lg muntah la jwpnya.but whatever it is i can see he really care n love me for who i am..