finally

here are da pic yg br dpt curi dr blog abg ku hahah tgkla gelagat kenit tu yb masuk kampung haha

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hurm i do no y i cried again n again..i dont how to explain my feelings..salah ke i be mad sbb tak dpt jumpa dia n rindu kan dia sesgt...tak mintak lebih pun just want to spent time with him..i love him sometimes rasa mcm better putus dr stay on sbb rasa terlalu seksa for him...oh god y im so weak...i beg u plz give me some guide what's next...i love him i do love him so much but argh..about da ring i do wan him to buy me dat but wen i tink back better not better i keep my promise dat ive made b4...i dont want to use his money anymore taknak terhutang budi lg...ya allah kuatkan la semangat hamba mu ini...

im fat!!!!!!!!!!

demmit my perut like pregnant lady already...i need to start my diet now n i want to save money also.god damn arghhhh start from now i want to excersice maybe walking from my house to train?or train to home?college to masjid jamek?...about food maybe i eat once/twice a day?breakfast and tea time?oh god i really need this therapy to kurus i dont care...i need to make sure this is happening no more cheating while diet!!!!!!!*maybe one or twice la kalu makan luar lepak2*heheh....kate move ur ass u can do it bitch!!!!!!!

Tout comprendre, c'est tout pardonner.

dat mean to understand is to forgive ahahah yes maybe i should try this one day hahah...btw i miss him after i keep on listening to "jgn kau ucap selamat tinggal" i tink its time to stop now hahahah....i hope afta this everything will be good aih.....n not to be miss i should ave learn back my french,what my lect french always said C'est en forgeant qu'on devient forgeron *practice make perfect *hahahahahah....voila c'est tout pour maintenant...merci....

sad

Ku mencari, Ku mencari
Apakah salahku
Kau buat ku termenung seorangan
Dalam diri sangsi, Akhirnya begini
Perpisahan tak kuduga

Ku mengerti, Ku fahami
Keputusan diri
Biar saja aku sebegini
Permintaan terakhirku, Jangan kau lafazkan
Simpan saja kata-kata

Jangan diucap selamat tinggal
Jangan kau ucap selamat tinggal
Jangan diucap selamt tinggal
Kepadaku...

Walaupun seketika... Walaupun sekelip mata
Simpan saja kata-kata, Ke akhir hayat yang ada
Walaupun seketika... Walaupun sekelip mata
Simpan saja kata-kata, Ke akhir hayat yang ada

fun!

today bday danial so dtg la awal tlg ma bro..atuk ampang dia buat open house skali bday party danial..sungguh ramai tak hengat heheheh...lepas potong kek danial penat agak nya da whole day tak tido dia pun tertido di atas bahu papa nya..so cut eaih budak tu nak aja aku culik dia hahah lepas la rindu nak jumpa danial alhamdulillah...

yappy!!!!!

today bday yanie happy bday yanie hehe jgn marah eak sbb leh tanya balik today ur bday ke esok sbb confius dgn danial heheheh...then afta class g la lepak sama2 naimah laily and aizah abdullah(gela full name)heheeh.b4 aizah sampai kami merayap la beli la cupcake nak rasa ingat sedap but ternyata tidak la berapa sedap takpa la atleast we try heheh *sesapa yg teringin nak makan cupcake di giant tu mmg nampak sedap tp hakikatnya tidak hahaha then bila aizah sampai,mmg plan nak makan shushi king bonanza 2 henget beb hahahah but too bad tak dpt nak makan sbb ramai sgt,tu dia line smpi lovely lace(lace ke lane?)blur jap hahaha...sudah lama jugak kami berbincang di depan shushi king kami beralih selera kepada burger king,king king jugak la hahahha.berborak la kami di burgerking tu teringat kisah2 lama hik hik bday suprise la,nak pi blaja aussie la semua la kuar...hehehe but whatever it is i had fun with my 2 sista hik hik...so ok lah penat la nak type pepanjang malas dh hahahha penat..

promises that ive made..

the biggest promises dat ive made is first i wont go out with him wen im broke atleast if i wanted to see him i need to have money to pay for my food n his petrol or what so ever...2nd i wont accept any kind of gift or money anymore from him dis to avoid misunderstanding...baby plz understand i need to keep this promises.i might not be with u forever maybe not till our future life..i dont want any regretness from u if something happen to us n i dont want u to repeat da sentence again....i dont need thing from u to make me happy with you n for god sake im not using u either to get things...im not rich but i noe whr i stand...im sorry but da first time u mention it ,it's really hurt me deep down...but whatever it is i love u not that i dont love u but do plz understand me.i lov eu till death syg.....

what a day

today i had fun with ma couz qilla..takda la sunyi sbb rezza takda hahaha we went to ikea saja nak jalan2 finally i dpt makan my meatballs sedap tak hengat rasa nak lagi but so kenyang hahahha..muahahahhaha...then nak balik demmit keta rosak plak takleh start battery keta kong hahaha so semntara tunggu mekanik kitaorg apa lagi bergossip sambil snap few pic hehehe

apart of my wish list hahah

da list is quite long but i pick the most important thing i want in my life heheh first to get da e63 i noe dat im so outdated but who cares i just love it..then i just want a ring from him one n only him so dat i noe he always be with me..then i wish i can study somewhr in aussie,if i cant go i might tink about going holiday day thr with my love ones or visit my love ones....the list still cont but i hope i can get this 3 first so dat i can cont my other wish list hahaha...

happy+sad=sappy hahhahah

since my blog update yday so i will post about today n yday hahaha wtf mannn....im so sad yday dat i cant spent time lama sgt with him but i understand he have to help his mom but i had great time with him doin manicure n bergado2 di mcd hehehee...masa nak balik so damn sad mcm taknak tinggal kan dia dh la nak g camping jauh plak tu menci,menci tak suka tak suka....but lawa kan kuku ku hehehe...nanti nak buat dua2 plak bila ada duit nanti la hahahahha...today nya story la patutnya hanta si dia kat kolej but endup tertido n kepala sakit sesgt pg tu heheh ampun baby...then di sebabkan kesunyian n kebosanan sy menjadi gela di dlm class photo dgn pisang2 saya...heheheheheh

still searching...

http://www.raffles.edu.au/index.php/Bachelor-of-Arts-VisComm/Photography.html

http://www.qantm.com.au/courses/index.cfm#graphicdesign

so far this 2 university yg ada ma courses still searching still searching stillllllllllll argh but at da same time tgh risau dpt ke blaja sana....

gilak!

this what happen kalu menangguh assigment heheh leh jadi gila hahahhah kena buat story board for advert n so on n i just start buat demmit la adeh bila nak abis nie....mati aku mcm nieeeeeeeee

epah dh kawin :)

felicitation a epa n sham.

wappyyippiehippi!!!!!!!!!

speechless,untinkable n alot more heheh cant express it through words hahaha im so damn happy today dat i'm having fun with him,i miss him so much i got to meet him once a week maybe if im lucky enough i might see him twice a week hehehe we went to tropicana watching movie dat movie suck "far cry" nyesal gela tgk adeh but atleast i spent time with him watching movie heheheh then afta dat jalan at tropicana mall tu still agak membosan kan..later afta tropicana we went to giant to settle up my bill celcom heheh byk gela sorry baby jgn marah k heheheh then we had our hi tea at secret resepi tom yung kung yummy sedapppp ada la sikit rasa selera nak makan dh 3 ari tada selera nak makan....muah love ya syg...